Say Something Baby

Sigh

well the years been amazing so far...but...i hate women. All they do is break your heart, fuck around and turn you down. then when they need something from you, they except it done. NIGGA WTF?!

srsly, bitch you know who the fuck you are. Seriously? remember "oh errytime i talk to you im happy." Remember that? thanks for leading my ass on and making me think we had something. I hope you have fun chasin that guy who really doesnt like you. Never talk to me again, i was being nice in your fuckin time of need and then you play me for a whole month?

Basanth, you were right about this. Im sorry i bitched at you because you told me shit about her. You've been right.

as for actual emotions.....

i cant lie to myself anymore..its been 8 months of my serious feelings going to waste. I tried so hard to forget but love just comes back to haunt me. No one even knows what i've come to bcuz of this (cept Isabel)....aye... stop treatin me like an inside joke or like i dont exist, i dont wanna tell you how i feel cuz i know you're gonna hate me for it but...thats it for now

on the bright side...

GETTING PIERCINGS MONDAY!!! WAHOO!!!!! YEE!! FUCK THOSE BITCH ASS MAGNETS!!!!!! SO...FUCKIN....HAPPY!!!!

Cash money heroes!

lyrics to what will soon be my new blog song. best song ever
(when letters capped, referance to another song)

Chorus:
Kevin Rudolf-I look up to the sky, and now the world is mine
I known that all my life, i made it, i made it.
Jay Sean - I used to dream about, the life im living now
i know that theres no doubt, i made it, i made it.

Verse 1 (Kevin Rudolf):

Known from the city, where no one believed in me
But i never gave up the fight, yea
But now im on top, i told you to LET IT ROCK(ROCK),
Now money's fallin from the skyyyyy
i made it

[Chorus]

Verse 2 (Birdman):

Rooftop hella choppa burnin smoke
Louie bag STAY STRAPPED with a princess globe
High Life, Flippin and get some more, paradise the luxury marble floor
When i hit niggah hit me full of that cash
More money than i seen in a garbage can
Stunna island, money and the power
Thats how we do it, make it rain, make it shower
Top floor big timer doin big thangs,
Over city views bought shawty new range
Flip another 100, poppin throwin hundreds
In a new Bentley, up town stunnah

[chorus]

Verse 3(Jay Sean):

Oooh i made itt X3
Ay ay ay, listen
See i dont live for glamour and i dont care for fame
I'm in this for the love of the game
funny how things can change
They didnt belive in me then they callin my naame
Now look who cashed in
they didnt wanna know me back then.
But ever since i don gon platinum
everything turned around..
and now THE SKY IS FALLING DOWN

[chorus]

Verse 4(lil wayne):

Came from the gutta
lookin like my motha
Made it to the goal line, straight out the huddle
Cash money goldmine weezy stay loyal
Boy we getting money like we just found oil
Uhh and thats word to my red flag
i live first and let the bullshit dead last
I lay it down so hard i got a bedrash
And i just tell em to loaf it when the bread pass
starin at you from the top of the game man
I might drop the world if i change hands
Uhh it feels good to be here
Weezy in the building got this bitch rebuilt
YOUNG MONEY

[chorus]



OTHER SONG REFERENCES
Rudolfs reference - Let it Rock ft Lil wayne
Jays reference - Down ft. Lil wayne
Birdmans reference - Always Strapped ft. lil Wayne
Wayne's reference - Young money, a group founded by lil wayne including rappers such as Drake, Niki Minaj, Lloyd, Jae Millz, Tyga, ect.

screw you 09.. WHATUP 010!

aritee so.. imma be straight up. 2009 was a crappy yearr.. but im glad i came back from all the bullcrap in the end =]. soo this post is about the little shit i appreciated.

Fav Song(s):
*Cash Money Heroes - Kevin Rudolf ft. Lil Wayne, Jay Sean, & Birdman. (hasn't come out officially yet... but snippets sound friggin dope)
*Miss me Kiss me - Cold Flamez
*Tie me Down - New Boyz
*New Girl - New Boyz
*Bed Rock - Young Money

-considering how erryone else i know is obsessed with demi lavato and the UNSTOPPABLE miley cyrus.. my music taste is apparantly horrible xD.

Fav risings of important ppl:
*Barack Obama - first black prez.. duhh
*Jay Sean- holy crap dude.. random british indian guy coming to america and topping music charts in a month? epic..win
*Selena Gomez - shes hot.. good actress..prtty good singer... hot...cute..hot..pretty...WHY CANT EVERY GIRL BE LIKE HER DAMMIT >:O
*New Boyz -startin off a new type of hip hop. GJOB!
*Kanye West & Taylor Swift- for making the MTV awards SOO DAMN HILARIOUS XD. pretty random but yah.
*Taylor Lautner and Robert Patterson- FOR MAKING EVERY SINGLE GIRL OBSESSED WITH YOU AND TOO BLIND TO NOTICE OTHER MEN.. JERKS.. DONT COME BACK FOR ANOTHER FRKN 2 YEARS.. ITS BETTER THAT WAY -_-x
*Drake- From being my fav. guy in a wheelchair on degrassi, to being on my ipod. nice goin.. now my fav. cripple is joe from family guy -_-.

Sad Farewells:
*Micheal Jackson- well you smooth criminal.. imma miss you, just know that you really gave america a thriller.. i say beat it to all the haters, black or white. I look at the man in the mirror, and then i see dirty diana and billie jean, but dont see no PYT.. WOW THAT WAS FAIL........who's bad? xD
*Billy Mays- NOOOO!!.. OXI-CLEAN WILL NEVER BE THE SAME. =[

Fav. Pplss (it'll take forever to list why, so ill give short reasons)
*Avi filmdirectorindian Bagla - INDIAN HOMIEE! =]
*Tiffany usesmanytampons Liu - wierd AIM convos x]
*Isabel getshighoffmybdaybrownies Chua - Shniggahh :]
*Daniel holyshitwhyismyvoicesoundlikethis Lee - BROO!
*Miguel cheapjewishmexicanperv Arenas - ROFL..VAGINABOOB
*Shinray youjustlostthegame Kuo - ughs i hates you.. but i loves you xD
*Basanth ilikebioshockpotandboobies Murlikrishnan - same as shinray.. cept a lil more emphasized.
*Tiffany thinksshehasamazingabs Chen - haha bff? xDD
*Angel lookslikekorenpopstar Choi - random convos on aim at random times xD.
*Vince holycrapitsmyrolemodel Thientrong - dopee
*Emma imsuchabadassmuhfucka Wan - haha..PERVS UNITE? XD
*Tim chumpuliketoeatchips Chai - wierd shit in spanish and palmieri =p
*Renz imsodamnasianwaitwtf? Lo - purple..shoes?
*Prasheen imsuchafknpimp Shah - STOP...DRIVING...PLEASE..THINK OF THE PUPPIES YOU RUN OVER XD
*Shalu yayitsmyfavolderpersonn Singh - PLAYDOHH!! :D
*Sarah thebestdanceriknow Lee - teehee!
*Loren bestiesince7thgrade Colcol - PRIVATE!!!!
*Edward Kevin Tan Zosa aka. Playboy - holy..flying..fuk.. SCHMOE?
*Dimple Beautiful IDKYOURLASTNAMEE - (:

yea.. i think thats it.. tell me if im missing so so i can edit this post! gnite erryone!

First 3 days of winter break = epic

HOLY CRAPP

ever since saturday... things have been so awesome x]. been hanging out with basanth and shinray most of the time, eating pizza, playing fat princess... the usual shit x]. If you dont know what fat princess is.. its basically a PS3 game where you're fighting another army, and you both have eachothers princesses. whoever gets both fat princesses, wins. you can play as a warrior, villager, mage, ranger and worker. its just... awesome. Then hanging out at TC till 10:30.. drinking Mustakrakish.. its a new drink basanth made up. basically you get dr pepper, diet coke, coke zero, sprite, and Hi-C fruit punch and you get this amazing drink(it can potentially make you high xD). but yeaa, got back from track and field practicee so im bored blogging cuz after a while i have to go study -_-...tis the season --x. PARTY IN TWO MORE DAYS.. CHRISTMAS IN THREE MORE DAYS, 2010 IN TEN MORE DAYS..BACK TO SCHOOL IN 13 MORE DAYS.... LIVIN IT UP MUH FUCKAZZ >:D

A quick post about the bestiess =]

i know its thursday, but theres honestly nothing to do tmrw at school so i consider it over x]. OKAYY SOO LIKEE, dayum, i cant believe this year has gone by this fast. I can look back on alot of things that i dont want to look back on, but even i cant believe that so much has changed from the end of 2008 to the end of 2009. so..
AROUND THIS TIME LAST YEAR...
-i didnt have as many friends, thank you guys so much, i love all of you guys for giving me a chance and always being there for me. yesh this means..
*guyz: avi, danny deep voice, miguel,chumpu, EVEN SHIINRAYxDD, basanthh
* isabel, labdhi, emma, shivvy, (the only girls i can actually tell anything to :]).
*THEN theres the older ppl who i really look up to and love soo muchh. Sarah and Vince for being like mentors, and especially.... Akash, Prasheen, and Shalu and Pranali. All are like older siblings to me. I know we havent been talking as muchh cuz school and shitt(pranali's in college D=) but i respect all of youu. =D
* ANYONE IM FORGETTING
* omgahd, LOW LOW ON THE GO GO LOREN COLCOL & EDWARD KEVIN TAN PLAYBOY CUNTLICKER BALLER ZOSA. always there for me since 7th gradee.

My lifes been changed by these ppl :]

3 more days of hell.

Tuesday's almost over...
Wednesday's studying like mad day...
Thursday's very important tests..

Starting from the time i post this blog untill 6th period is over on thursday:

1. no AIM or FB
2. no using the iTouch
3. no sexual jokes or puns
4. no making fun of Daniel's voice... ROFL
5. no talking to pretty girls
NOTHING DISTRACTING AT ALL

today and wednesday i just gotta re-read the palmer study guides OVER AND OVER AGAIN, and skim the math book and do that review for the test. GAHHDZ SOMEONE HELP ME... but hey.. on the bright side.....


CANT WAIT TILL FRIDAY!!! :]

havent posted FOREVER

WHOOLY CRAP, I HAVENT RANTED ON THIS FOREVER.

well i actually finished alot of stuff today.. like ALL of my pending palmieri stuff that was never really collected... and i found my math book (thank god), did my escuchar and errythingg.

well lifes all revolving around a few things for me

>GRADES: ugh cuz if i dont get em up soon, im fucked. Hopefully i got an A on that bojo test friday, and the euro test coming up.. i gotta own it
>FORMAL: if all goes well with tests and parents, im asking someone this fridayy.(no, shes not indian --x). just go find out!.. well help me own my tests this week.. THEN FIND OUT =D.
>METALOCALYPSE: the thing basanth and shinray made me watch.. at first it disguisted me and almost gave me a seizure... but who wouldve known that ME.. a die hard rap and hip hop fan... would love this shit. Honestly... BEST TV SHOW EVER. <3 basanth and shinray for making me watch this crap
>CPR: omgahd.. editting.. YESH
>DANCE: putting it aside for a bit untill grades go up, but i learned the CONCEPT of windmills!(i cant actually do it yet.. but i get it somewhat). Shanti practices starting! time to take a step back and do some friggin cultural dancing again :]
>FRIENDS: it feels good having some <3. especially ones with sexy voices...u know who u are..ROFL
>RELIGION: back to praying regularly and errything.. shouldnt have ignored it in the first place :[

Yeep so thats life at the moment...now time to study, Hell week for school mangsss...hell week.


btw.. anyone know the Mckay chaps we gotta read for the euro test? >.<. Is it even gonna be on thursday? we havent reviewd the industrial rev. like the website said we would this week, maybe friday or maybe less reading? ehh w/e. and CORDOVA PPL.. TEST THIS WEEK? someone hit me up so i know what to start studying for --x

peace guyzz.